it's the beginning of a journal. which will in turn be a tutorial for a joint class i am doing with kimmie b. alongside the wip, there is real life already finished work! yes! productivity!
the shock of it all.
Mama S started a new challenge blog, and asked if i wanted to play along. of course, i love me some Mama S and her newly formed breasts.
My page stemmed from a series of self portraits i took recently. the photo's themselves were a reaction to the distinct lack of creativity i have been living in. i wanted to explore how stuck i feel, and how creatively mundane i feel i have become. and i wanted to portray that visually.
as i was making the page, and have continued creating pages on this theme, i suddenly realised, maybe it is my overall feeling of waste that has chased my muse away. maybe it is not that i have lost my creativity, but that i keep insisting to myself what i have created is not pure and creative enough.
i'll keep working on it.
sometimes i am positive you have to force yourself to be creative. there is no 'mood' involved in creating. there is discipline and habbit.
so i am working on that habbit.