photo by stacey.
always a fashionista.
Only i will be continuing, for now, without the red star.
from january first.
i have struggled, my friends know i have struggled, with making stuff out of other stuff, in a timely manner, with specific stuff.
as it stands right now, i don't have the brain space to devote to scrap in style tv, and really be the advocate that jeanette deserves.
i have gone over and over and over in my mind, how i can go back to being that girl that makes secret things on her floor, out of stuff other people would throw away, and not feel pressured, or have it feel forced or lacking in authenticity.
and i finally realised, theres only one way i can go back to doing that right now. the only way to go back to basics, literally is, to go back to basics.
so i am stepping down.
in my mind, it makes sense for me not to think of this as a forever thing.
but that is of course not my decision in the long run.
i can't even put into words how grateful i am to have met the people i have met through this hobby.
and i know that i have made friends, and i will continute to knock up many hours to america on the phone, with or without a red star.
i still aim to be at sisiversary, depending on finances. and i will still very much be at sistv :)
just sans red star.
photo by amy.